POSTED ON Monday, 29 April 2013 AT Monday, April 29, 2013 \\
Most people don't know this but the date my boyfriend turns a year older is the same date that my father passed away. It's a time where I can't decide whether I'm excited cos the boyfriend is getting older, thus the sooner we can start a life together (if it's meant to be, of course) or if I should be sad cos it's another year of having to live without my dad.
But this post is not going to be about my dad. It's about another very important man in my life.
Yup, that's him. We got to know each other when we were nineteen, so we were pretty young and unstable. We've gone through our share of petty fights & ugly squabbles just like any other relationship. We've come close to breaking up a few times, too. I'm glad that that never had to happen.
I've always been someone with issues. Somehow, he's been there with me through every single one of them. I know it can be a bit overwhelming, considering how young we both are. It must take a lot for him to be able to comprehend what's going on. & the above message just shows how much he's grown. I admit, I was surprised when this text came in. Previously, he would just let me cry my heart out and just physically be there, running his fingers through my hair. But now, he understands how I feel & knows what I wanna hear.
Can i be more blessed? He's not perfect, neither am I. But for him to love me no matter how much we've been through & how much baggage I have, really means a lot to me. Also, his family has been nothing but kind.
I have nothing but love for this man, hope you enjoyed your 22nd birthday dearest. <3
POSTED ON AT Monday, April 29, 2013 \\
Now that is a very sad ice-cream cake that Nurul & I attempted to bake. Trust me, it was damn good; besides the fact that the ice cream-didn't have time to freeze. :( I was so embarrassed! Anyway, it was for the boyfriend who turned twenty-two last week! He was still in camp on his birthday, so his family had their usual family dinner when he booked out. Nurul & Zul were invited too!
His mom cooked a feast, as usual! And as per last year, he got ang baos as gifts cos he services his bike yearly using his birthday money. So lucky! We then met up with a few friends to watch Olympus Has Fallen (which is damn good) & had supper after.
Look at my exhausted face! I have irregular sleeping patterns and all. I usually have 3 - 4 hours of sleep daily. Anyway, we hung out til four then I went home.... ... .. to prepare/cook for the next day's picnic after WORK. Imagine my exhaustion. Hahahaha, I must really love this boy.
After work, he fetched me & we headed to the beach right in front of my workplace. The weather was perfect. <3 We ate and hung out a bit and left. The boyfriend felt uncomfortable at a picnic cos he felt out of place and didn't exactly know what to do. Weirdo. Anyway, we left after that.
The next day he brought me out to satisfy my bubur taiwan cravings! It was raining that day so we drove. I loveeee riding in the car cos I get to sing along to the radio. & I will make the boyfriend sing with me! ^.^ It's just a nice memory.
Another week passed, boyfriend fetched me from work on Friday & we had dinner. Look at that face! He was cutting my corn for me cos I couldn't be bothered to eat corn on a cob. Hehehe, so cute.
On Saturday, I finally got my haircut!
On Sunday, boyfriend & I watched the morning slots for Iron Man 3! I don't think I've ever watched a movie before noon so it felt kinda weird. Plus, it was raining so we took the bus which was even weirder. After that, we walked to his place to get the bike & had lunch at Seoul Garden! Then we hung out til it was time for him to book in. & here I am, bored at home.
Anyway, I'm finally back to school as of this week. It's kinda exciting but more to scary. I hope I can cope, Insyallah. :) I haven't been in school for four years but I still think that it's something that I need to do. I can't wait to finally get my diploma! 2.5 more years to go, omg.
I hate how this post is all over the place. So is my mind, right now. I've got work & school tomorrow! I should probably head to bed. Goodnight! <3
POSTED ON Monday, 29 April 2013 AT Monday, April 29, 2013 \\
Most people don't know this but the date my boyfriend turns a year older is the same date that my father passed away. It's a time where I can't decide whether I'm excited cos the boyfriend is getting older, thus the sooner we can start a life together (if it's meant to be, of course) or if I should be sad cos it's another year of having to live without my dad.
But this post is not going to be about my dad. It's about another very important man in my life.
Yup, that's him. We got to know each other when we were nineteen, so we were pretty young and unstable. We've gone through our share of petty fights & ugly squabbles just like any other relationship. We've come close to breaking up a few times, too. I'm glad that that never had to happen.
I've always been someone with issues. Somehow, he's been there with me through every single one of them. I know it can be a bit overwhelming, considering how young we both are. It must take a lot for him to be able to comprehend what's going on. & the above message just shows how much he's grown. I admit, I was surprised when this text came in. Previously, he would just let me cry my heart out and just physically be there, running his fingers through my hair. But now, he understands how I feel & knows what I wanna hear.
Can i be more blessed? He's not perfect, neither am I. But for him to love me no matter how much we've been through & how much baggage I have, really means a lot to me. Also, his family has been nothing but kind.
I have nothing but love for this man, hope you enjoyed your 22nd birthday dearest. <3
POSTED ON AT Monday, April 29, 2013 \\
Now that is a very sad ice-cream cake that Nurul & I attempted to bake. Trust me, it was damn good; besides the fact that the ice cream-didn't have time to freeze. :( I was so embarrassed! Anyway, it was for the boyfriend who turned twenty-two last week! He was still in camp on his birthday, so his family had their usual family dinner when he booked out. Nurul & Zul were invited too!
His mom cooked a feast, as usual! And as per last year, he got ang baos as gifts cos he services his bike yearly using his birthday money. So lucky! We then met up with a few friends to watch Olympus Has Fallen (which is damn good) & had supper after.
Look at my exhausted face! I have irregular sleeping patterns and all. I usually have 3 - 4 hours of sleep daily. Anyway, we hung out til four then I went home.... ... .. to prepare/cook for the next day's picnic after WORK. Imagine my exhaustion. Hahahaha, I must really love this boy.
After work, he fetched me & we headed to the beach right in front of my workplace. The weather was perfect. <3 We ate and hung out a bit and left. The boyfriend felt uncomfortable at a picnic cos he felt out of place and didn't exactly know what to do. Weirdo. Anyway, we left after that.
The next day he brought me out to satisfy my bubur taiwan cravings! It was raining that day so we drove. I loveeee riding in the car cos I get to sing along to the radio. & I will make the boyfriend sing with me! ^.^ It's just a nice memory.
Another week passed, boyfriend fetched me from work on Friday & we had dinner. Look at that face! He was cutting my corn for me cos I couldn't be bothered to eat corn on a cob. Hehehe, so cute.
On Saturday, I finally got my haircut!
On Sunday, boyfriend & I watched the morning slots for Iron Man 3! I don't think I've ever watched a movie before noon so it felt kinda weird. Plus, it was raining so we took the bus which was even weirder. After that, we walked to his place to get the bike & had lunch at Seoul Garden! Then we hung out til it was time for him to book in. & here I am, bored at home.
Anyway, I'm finally back to school as of this week. It's kinda exciting but more to scary. I hope I can cope, Insyallah. :) I haven't been in school for four years but I still think that it's something that I need to do. I can't wait to finally get my diploma! 2.5 more years to go, omg.
I hate how this post is all over the place. So is my mind, right now. I've got work & school tomorrow! I should probably head to bed. Goodnight! <3
