POSTED ON Thursday, 12 April 2012 AT Thursday, April 12, 2012 \\
I am fickle. I can never make up my mind. I go from one decision to the next. Like a willow, I change direction with help from the slightest breeze. I go back and forth like a ball on a tennis court. I confuse myself & frustrate others. I swear, that's how bad it gets.
But now, I've made my decision & there is no looking back. I have to see things in a larger perspective. I have to wake up and grow up. I am turning twenty-one this year. I know what my relatives think of me. I do. I just couldn't care less.
Heck, I don't even know. It feels like I'm having a mid-life crisis that has been going on for way too long. All I need to do right now; wake up & grow up. For me, myself & I.