then like this, 

Everyday, people are asking me the stupidest questions & behaving like sdndfghdnlfj. I'm like, 

This job is making me a very very angry & negative person. I can't even stand myself. I feel way too much & let people's horrible attitude affect me. I end up cursing & swearing whenever I have to handle difficult callers. Thank God for the mute button. But all in all, work is work. I've been here for almost a year trying to get a contract but it doesn't seem to be in my favour. 

I've been trying to put up with this just to get a contract. It doesn't seem like I'm moving anywhere. I don't know if this is what I wanna do for the rest of my life. Someone please get me a job? :'(

At the age of 21, I don't even know what I like. Is that even normal? No dreams, no ambitions. I've just wanted to be happy, no matter what I'm doing, hoping things would fall into place. 

 That's bad for me considering Singapore is a paper-chasing city. T.T But I don't know, we'll see how it goes. Maybe I'd be given Hidayah (Guidance) or something. Shall look for jobs once I'm back from KL. ^.^ I'm not sure if I'd still be blogging tomorrow, but I'll be back from KL on Saturday night! Til then! ;)