POSTED ON Wednesday, 29 February 2012 AT Wednesday, February 29, 2012 \\
So I met Saliza last weekend after work! We went to the flea at *Scape. The fact that I haven't been to a flea market in months & went to that one was really disappointing. There was limited stuff & like a good 40% of the booths were selling iPhone accessories. T.T
We dropped by Centrepoint to visit Mark's & Spencers. I love Mark's & Spencers!
Saliza & I got tea! I haven't had the chance to try them out though since I'm rarely home. :P
I also got Chocolate Bunnies for Aqilah & Mimi. She twitpic-ed it. They look so ugly in this photo, but so much cuter in real life. It says Bubbly Chocolate Bunnies on the packaging!
We then headed to Plaza Singapura to drop by Daiso, Cotton On Body, Times & Spotlight. :P At the end of the day, my feet were killing me. But I'm glad I got to spend time with this girl. <3
On Monday, the boyfriend fetched me from work. We were supposed to get this voucher from a shopping mall. Being the idiot that I am, we went to the wrong shopping mall. :( We were dead hungry so we went ahead to have late lunch / early dinner.
After dinner, we headed to Tampines to meet Nurul & Zul. We also met again today for lunch before my night shift! It's cute how our meet-ups are always impromptu. <3
The boyfriend & I then headed to his place after we went our separate ways with them & ta-dah, he's hungry again. So we made sandwiches! None of ;
Or;
We made one together. :P Here it is in all it's glory!
Ta-dah! Not much, but with his mom's kicap chilli padi it was yummers. It's no wonder why we're so chubby. Hee. :P
Okay here is one photo of me to end this post,
Take care, all! :)
POSTED ON Monday, 27 February 2012 AT Monday, February 27, 2012 \\
This girl has taught me optimism since day one. She's always been someone I could talk to. Now we're both heading in different directions & leading our own lives. But I really miss her. In fact, I can't even remember the last time I saw her. It's been THAT long. She's one of the sweetest girls I've met. Everyone's got different commitments now. I just wish we all could spend time together like we used to. </3
On another note, I applied for Poly again. They say third time's a charm, right? Insyallah, if that's what He wants for me. If not, working life it is. Like how it's been. I miss school though, so much. :/
POSTED ON Sunday, 26 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 26, 2012 \\
“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.”
Some days, I think about "us" & i feel warm & fuzzy. Some days, I think about "us" & there's this feeling that feels like I got punched in the stomach.
I felt so much hurt & betrayal. I couldn't believe that someone that I'd trusted with all my heart could cause me so much pain. We were young, I felt too much. Much more than you did, I'm sure. But I'm better now. So much better without you. Without you, I've learnt to love again. I'm really proud of myself for moving on even if it took way too long. *pats back*
But Dear F,
Thank you for being my first love!
On another note, PLEASE do not stay in a relationship with someone if they've hurt you far too many times. Chances are, they'll do it again. I know how it feels. You gift them with second chances that they can never appreciate. Plainly just promises tainted with honey-coated words.
"I'm sorry."
"I never meant to hurt you."
"I don't know what I was thinking."
"I was not myself."
"I'll be better."
"Nobody understands me like you do."
"I promise."
Heard them all time & again? It's hard to let go. It really is. When you've spent so much time with a certain someone for so long, you can't imagine being without them. But, stop. Stop thinking about how sad/pathetic the other party is feeling without you. Are you thinking about yourself? Are you happy? Sure. There's the fleeting moments of happiness, but what about the amount of hurt the other party has caused? I bet my bottom dollar the amount of hurt outweighs the amount of happiness.
When you get out of the rut, someone better will fall into place. Don't shortchange yourself, thinking that that's the best you can do. Believe you're worth it. Someday you'll love again.
POSTED ON Friday, 24 February 2012 AT Friday, February 24, 2012 \\
Don't you think that that looks so damn good? & the ingredients are pretty easy to find! I can't wait to try to make this. Mehehe. I don't know what's happening to me recently. I've made breakfast twice twice this week! Okay, I bet you're thinking it's only breakfast bla-bla-bla. Screw you. I am barely home so the fact that I STAYED home & made something in my kitchen is like,
Hahahahahaha. I can't believe it either. Mom even texted me to thank me for breakfast! Like omg. My mom & I have are always arguing so when she was texted me I was like :') Although I was like half-asleep.
So anyway, in the past week I finally managed to meet-up with Nurul to give her her belated birthday present! Boyfriend & I got her a white bathrobe with neon pink hearts with a heart-themed card that I made in a paper bag with a heart shape on it! It was so cuteeee, (in my opinion). We then got the macaron drinks from McCafe & we hung out til four in the morning, reminiscing about the old days. :P
Then on the other day, I bought breakfast & headed to the boyfriend's place! It was really hard for him to wake up, as usual. :( I also got him a Marshmallow Heart, so all ended well. Hee.
Isn't it cute?! ;) Okay, til next time lovelies!
POSTED ON Tuesday, 21 February 2012 AT Tuesday, February 21, 2012 \\
There you were and there I was. Was it fate from above? Either way I found just what I need. All I do is think of you, close my eyes and fall into a world totally made for you and me. Now I got someone to hold, to keep me warm while I was cold. A little scent to melt away the grey. It happened in the nick of time. Unexpected, sweet surprise with one whose love will never be the same.
I finally got my Valentine after much persuasion(okay, I really annoyed him to make me one)! Mehehe. He's been a real sweetheart the past few days & I'm so thankful.
POSTED ON Sunday, 19 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 19, 2012 \\
Rumour has it that this silly boy is crushing on a girl from his school. I guess he's really growing up, though it seems very hard to believe. :/
POSTED ON Friday, 17 February 2012 AT Friday, February 17, 2012 \\
I glanced at his photo, pinned up on the cork board in my room. In the midst of all the other memories, there he stood with his silly grin. I smiled to myself knowing that i've got his smile. He's generally been a happy person (except when he's in his scary moods), filled with so much zest for life. He ate good food, spent time with his loved ones & enjoyed the simple life. He lived the life.
& me? I'm alive & merely existing, barely living. I've turned into a being with no direction. You've always been my guiding light, my compass.
I get by my days with a heavy heart. & when you enter my thoughts, I die a little more inside. I just hope you're doing much better than me, Baba. I'm definitely not doing well.
POSTED ON AT Friday, February 17, 2012 \\
For everything that we've gone through, all I can do is thank you.
For being there for me, for being my best friend.
For everything, all I can ever be is grateful.
I thank Him for letting me have you in my life, even if only for the moment.
POSTED ON Tuesday, 14 February 2012 AT Tuesday, February 14, 2012 \\
Hope you liked the surprise, dearest! ;)
POSTED ON Sunday, 12 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 12, 2012 \\
Many have said that it's against religion and all that shit, but I like Valentine's Day! It's one day out of the entire year where there's a lot of pink & girly stuff strewn everywhere. Yeah, I guess you could say that it's a Hallmark holiday, but every holiday is fun right? I remember giving flowers to the other girls in my clique, just to spread the love~~~ It's super cute to get notes or candy from friends on Valentine's day!
& all that negativity about it is so bleagh, like "Your partner should treat you like it's Valentine's Day everyday.". But let's face it, when you're in a relationship, not everyday is a walk in the park right? There's no harm in making a day extra special for your loved ones. ;)
Though I don't have plans for February the 14th, I've kinda forced the boyfriend to exchange Valentines with me! Mehehe. I don't know if it will work out though, knowing he is really not into this kinda stuff. But hopefully, he'll make an effort for me. *fingerscrossed*
& here are some cute vintage valentines! n.n
& last but not least, this is my favourite!
I hope everyone has a lovely day! :)
POSTED ON Sunday, 5 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 05, 2012 \\
Just in case any of you are worried about me, I'm still alive! ;)
& I just used Picnik to put some pink on my lips. Looks pretty good, right?. But I shy to wear leh.
Anyways, the boyfriend is picking me up from work! Yay! Toodles~ :D
POSTED ON Wednesday, 1 February 2012 AT Wednesday, February 01, 2012 \\
I try so hard to control things, knowing life doesn't always go my way. "Man Plans, God Laughs." Right? I never really learnt how to let things go their own course. Let go, that's all it takes.
POSTED ON Wednesday, 29 February 2012 AT Wednesday, February 29, 2012 \\
So I met Saliza last weekend after work! We went to the flea at *Scape. The fact that I haven't been to a flea market in months & went to that one was really disappointing. There was limited stuff & like a good 40% of the booths were selling iPhone accessories. T.T
We dropped by Centrepoint to visit Mark's & Spencers. I love Mark's & Spencers!
Saliza & I got tea! I haven't had the chance to try them out though since I'm rarely home. :P
I also got Chocolate Bunnies for Aqilah & Mimi. She twitpic-ed it. They look so ugly in this photo, but so much cuter in real life. It says Bubbly Chocolate Bunnies on the packaging!
We then headed to Plaza Singapura to drop by Daiso, Cotton On Body, Times & Spotlight. :P At the end of the day, my feet were killing me. But I'm glad I got to spend time with this girl. <3
On Monday, the boyfriend fetched me from work. We were supposed to get this voucher from a shopping mall. Being the idiot that I am, we went to the wrong shopping mall. :( We were dead hungry so we went ahead to have late lunch / early dinner.
After dinner, we headed to Tampines to meet Nurul & Zul. We also met again today for lunch before my night shift! It's cute how our meet-ups are always impromptu. <3
The boyfriend & I then headed to his place after we went our separate ways with them & ta-dah, he's hungry again. So we made sandwiches! None of ;
Or;
We made one together. :P Here it is in all it's glory!
Ta-dah! Not much, but with his mom's kicap chilli padi it was yummers. It's no wonder why we're so chubby. Hee. :P
Okay here is one photo of me to end this post,
Take care, all! :)
POSTED ON Monday, 27 February 2012 AT Monday, February 27, 2012 \\
This girl has taught me optimism since day one. She's always been someone I could talk to. Now we're both heading in different directions & leading our own lives. But I really miss her. In fact, I can't even remember the last time I saw her. It's been THAT long. She's one of the sweetest girls I've met. Everyone's got different commitments now. I just wish we all could spend time together like we used to. </3
On another note, I applied for Poly again. They say third time's a charm, right? Insyallah, if that's what He wants for me. If not, working life it is. Like how it's been. I miss school though, so much. :/
POSTED ON Sunday, 26 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 26, 2012 \\
“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.”
Some days, I think about "us" & i feel warm & fuzzy. Some days, I think about "us" & there's this feeling that feels like I got punched in the stomach.
I felt so much hurt & betrayal. I couldn't believe that someone that I'd trusted with all my heart could cause me so much pain. We were young, I felt too much. Much more than you did, I'm sure. But I'm better now. So much better without you. Without you, I've learnt to love again. I'm really proud of myself for moving on even if it took way too long. *pats back*
But Dear F,
Thank you for being my first love!
On another note, PLEASE do not stay in a relationship with someone if they've hurt you far too many times. Chances are, they'll do it again. I know how it feels. You gift them with second chances that they can never appreciate. Plainly just promises tainted with honey-coated words.
"I'm sorry."
"I never meant to hurt you."
"I don't know what I was thinking."
"I was not myself."
"I'll be better."
"Nobody understands me like you do."
"I promise."
Heard them all time & again? It's hard to let go. It really is. When you've spent so much time with a certain someone for so long, you can't imagine being without them. But, stop. Stop thinking about how sad/pathetic the other party is feeling without you. Are you thinking about yourself? Are you happy? Sure. There's the fleeting moments of happiness, but what about the amount of hurt the other party has caused? I bet my bottom dollar the amount of hurt outweighs the amount of happiness.
When you get out of the rut, someone better will fall into place. Don't shortchange yourself, thinking that that's the best you can do. Believe you're worth it. Someday you'll love again.
POSTED ON Friday, 24 February 2012 AT Friday, February 24, 2012 \\
Don't you think that that looks so damn good? & the ingredients are pretty easy to find! I can't wait to try to make this. Mehehe. I don't know what's happening to me recently. I've made breakfast twice twice this week! Okay, I bet you're thinking it's only breakfast bla-bla-bla. Screw you. I am barely home so the fact that I STAYED home & made something in my kitchen is like,
Hahahahahaha. I can't believe it either. Mom even texted me to thank me for breakfast! Like omg. My mom & I have are always arguing so when she was texted me I was like :') Although I was like half-asleep.
So anyway, in the past week I finally managed to meet-up with Nurul to give her her belated birthday present! Boyfriend & I got her a white bathrobe with neon pink hearts with a heart-themed card that I made in a paper bag with a heart shape on it! It was so cuteeee, (in my opinion). We then got the macaron drinks from McCafe & we hung out til four in the morning, reminiscing about the old days. :P
Then on the other day, I bought breakfast & headed to the boyfriend's place! It was really hard for him to wake up, as usual. :( I also got him a Marshmallow Heart, so all ended well. Hee.
Isn't it cute?! ;) Okay, til next time lovelies!
POSTED ON Tuesday, 21 February 2012 AT Tuesday, February 21, 2012 \\
There you were and there I was. Was it fate from above? Either way I found just what I need. All I do is think of you, close my eyes and fall into a world totally made for you and me. Now I got someone to hold, to keep me warm while I was cold. A little scent to melt away the grey. It happened in the nick of time. Unexpected, sweet surprise with one whose love will never be the same.
I finally got my Valentine after much persuasion(okay, I really annoyed him to make me one)! Mehehe. He's been a real sweetheart the past few days & I'm so thankful.
POSTED ON Sunday, 19 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 19, 2012 \\
Rumour has it that this silly boy is crushing on a girl from his school. I guess he's really growing up, though it seems very hard to believe. :/
POSTED ON Friday, 17 February 2012 AT Friday, February 17, 2012 \\
I glanced at his photo, pinned up on the cork board in my room. In the midst of all the other memories, there he stood with his silly grin. I smiled to myself knowing that i've got his smile. He's generally been a happy person (except when he's in his scary moods), filled with so much zest for life. He ate good food, spent time with his loved ones & enjoyed the simple life. He lived the life.
& me? I'm alive & merely existing, barely living. I've turned into a being with no direction. You've always been my guiding light, my compass.
I get by my days with a heavy heart. & when you enter my thoughts, I die a little more inside. I just hope you're doing much better than me, Baba. I'm definitely not doing well.
POSTED ON AT Friday, February 17, 2012 \\
For everything that we've gone through, all I can do is thank you.
For being there for me, for being my best friend.
For everything, all I can ever be is grateful.
I thank Him for letting me have you in my life, even if only for the moment.
POSTED ON Tuesday, 14 February 2012 AT Tuesday, February 14, 2012 \\
Hope you liked the surprise, dearest! ;)
POSTED ON Sunday, 12 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 12, 2012 \\
Many have said that it's against religion and all that shit, but I like Valentine's Day! It's one day out of the entire year where there's a lot of pink & girly stuff strewn everywhere. Yeah, I guess you could say that it's a Hallmark holiday, but every holiday is fun right? I remember giving flowers to the other girls in my clique, just to spread the love~~~ It's super cute to get notes or candy from friends on Valentine's day!
& all that negativity about it is so bleagh, like "Your partner should treat you like it's Valentine's Day everyday.". But let's face it, when you're in a relationship, not everyday is a walk in the park right? There's no harm in making a day extra special for your loved ones. ;)
Though I don't have plans for February the 14th, I've kinda forced the boyfriend to exchange Valentines with me! Mehehe. I don't know if it will work out though, knowing he is really not into this kinda stuff. But hopefully, he'll make an effort for me. *fingerscrossed*
& here are some cute vintage valentines! n.n
& last but not least, this is my favourite!
I hope everyone has a lovely day! :)
POSTED ON Sunday, 5 February 2012 AT Sunday, February 05, 2012 \\
Just in case any of you are worried about me, I'm still alive! ;)
& I just used Picnik to put some pink on my lips. Looks pretty good, right?. But I shy to wear leh.
Anyways, the boyfriend is picking me up from work! Yay! Toodles~ :D
POSTED ON Wednesday, 1 February 2012 AT Wednesday, February 01, 2012 \\
I try so hard to control things, knowing life doesn't always go my way. "Man Plans, God Laughs." Right? I never really learnt how to let things go their own course. Let go, that's all it takes.
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