In 2011,
“I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and also someone that can make me smile.”

—	Abbey Lee Kershaw

Look Baba, all of us miss you & think of you. <3



Everyone's extra cheery on Christmas! So I put up a few Christmas songs that I like. Yeah, I've got too much time on my hands. Enjoy! & get your Christmas specials from Starbucks while they're still available!





Hi,

I know the frequency of my posts are getting more & more miserable & for that I apologize. There's not much to update on this little space of mine. I've been mostly working & meeting the boyfriend. I do admit that I am one of those few girls that have the privilege of meeting their other half every other day. I never thought I'd be one of them, but thing have managed to turn out this way. Though I am not complaining, tee-hee.

So  the other day, the manager had a talk with me & there is a  high chance of yours truly getting into the main team at work. & that can only mean more ka-ching. $.$ I hope it turns out well, Insyallah. Wish me luck!

Soooooo, that's pretty much it. Til next time, bye! <3





Aww, so in lieu of a friend of mine getting engaged/a cousin who just got married/another cousin who's getting married in a month, do forgive me for being in a "minah kahwin-kahwin" mode. But this video is too sweet for words.

Nice guys/girls are really hard to find in this day & age. So if you do find one, hold on to them. & to all nice guys/girls, be patient. Kalau jodoh tak ke mana okay! ;)

May we all find our jodoh's & last till the end. Goodnight! <3



I can't wait for Saturday! My last off day was 28th November & it feels damn long ago. I am just so tired. So tired. Although I have absolutely no plans on Saturday. I hope I last til then. Wish me luck!

Hiiiii! <3

I've been working my ass off. No off days for me this week & hopefully next week too. I need the moolahhhh~ Don't get me wrong, work is not that bad but I miss bumming around at home. I can imagine myself lazing on the couch, watching tv all day long. But then I think of the money & I'm off to work. Anyway, Fieza has also left. Though we've only known each other for a short while, she's a really nice girl. & I can't wait for our all-girl sushi date next week!

So last night was the eclipse! I was out shisha-ing with Nads, Sean, Husrin, Huzaifah & Farhan. We hung out, watching the moon. We had wedges accompanied with interesting conversations. ;) It was a really lovely night. Too bad Hurf had duty! :( Geez, NS can be sucha burden.


So that's pretty much it. To end off this post, I present you with my first polaroid with Nads. I think my nose looks cute. :P Hehehe. Hope everyone had a good weekend! ;)


After a long day of work, it was really nice to have got to spend time with Saliza. It can get annoying but it's really sweet how she worries a bit too much about me. We had our Christmas goodies from Starbucks & just talked the night away. I just love Christmas! Everything is a tad more special, shiny & sparkly. & I've been spending more than usual on Starbucks Christmas goods. They only come once a year!

& with all the sales going on during this period, I'm pretty bummed that I can't spend. :( Gahh, gotta save & pay off my debts to Singtel. I have no idea how my bill snowballed to that amount. I am so horrible with bills. I refuse to whine on my blog anymore so I'll end here.

Take care, lovelies. ;)


Hi! I've been spending  my time going on actual dates with the boyfriend. Trust me, we might spend a lot of time together, but we don't actually have the liberty of going out on proper dates. It was really nice since it's been a while. Hee. ^.^V

1) Blic Ice-cream for dessert after dinner at Simpang.
2) My birthday present which I just received! I've been eyeing them & I still can't believe I actually got them all the way from Scotland. Muahaha. HappyGirl_91. Alhamdulillah. & I've got the boyfriend to thank. ;)
3) Dinner date with the boyfriend at Seoul Garden.

Alrighty then, take care sweetie-pies! Have a lovely day ahead. ;)
I'm guessing I was only six. You were on the evening shift a day before your birthday. Earlier in the day, Mom had gotten you a cake along with a little felt man that said "Happy Birthday Dad!". Sis & I were especially excited to surprise you. We had spent the whole day hyping ourselves up. The three of us scrambled to go to our positions in the dark living room when we heard you unlocking the gate. "Surpriseeeee!" We sang you a birthday song, had some cake & went to bed.

I was twelve. You were hospitalized at that time. It was near Christmas & caroling was going on. Somehow the nurses knew that it was your birthday & they sang you a birthday song. Mom told me you cried shortly after. I'd do the same too, considering everything that was going on. I'd wanted so much to be there for you, to hold your hand, to tell you that everything was going to be okay. But somehow, you've detached yourself from everybody, living in your own little bubble. I could no longer be your little girl.

3rd December. You would have been 48 today.
I miss you.
Like Titanic, we never saw it coming; the iceberg that surfaced out of the blue & sent everything to ruins. Like Jack & Rose, we're grasping to keep afloat. Like everyone else on that ship, we're struggling to survive this ordeal. Unlike Titanic, I refuse to let this be a tragedy.  Unlike Titanic, I'll never make the mistake of letting you go. Unlike Titanic, I want to be able grow old with you.



& it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones. Cuts so deep, it hits your soul. Tears your skin & makes your blood flow. It's better that we know that love is hard.